OMG OMG OMG,
I ATE way to much today....I had a mocha cappuccino for breakfast that was alright it was only
90 calories. I'm usually ok during the day, if I feel one bit hungry I would just drink water but nooooo my co-worker offered me a muffin and usually I decline saying "not hungry" but today no, I was starving for some reason so I ate it...I was telling myself it's alright it's a honey and bran, bran is good for you...all while forgetting muffins have soo many calories in it...I think it was like
300 (I looked online). Hopefully not that high but oh my, my stomach started to hurt. So, I waited til almost 4pm to eat lunch (salad
70 calories included dreessing and
120 calories for soup) thinking I wont be hungry when I got home and not have dinner....yea right, like that happened. I went to Quizno's for the first time. But I did alright I think, I had a chicken salad with just a bit of the honey mustard dressing, and a torpedo sandwich that I didn't finish all of and I drank water. But my goodness, I ate a lot today and I had no idea why I was so hungry.
On a happy note, I think I am joining a gym. I have in the past but didn't stick with it, now I want to...I so want to change how I look and feel, I am tired of living in a fat suit. My friend asked me to join but I don't know if I want to join with her, I want to go hardcore not saying she won't but don't think she would have the same drive as me. So we shall see.
I have also decided to do the salt water flush. I will be doing it tomorrow night because I'm off on Friday so if my tummy is bothering me and have to use the bathroom I won't be embarrassed to go lol. I will weigh myself tomorrow morning and again friday morning to see if my weight has changed at all....but one thing that sucks about tomorrow is that it is pay day and that means ordering food, I suppose I will get something healthier then I normally do. I have read on the salt water flush and I am scared lol...good thing it is just My father and I that live together and don't have a lot of people living here, since I will be occupied for a bit lol (I know to much info lol).
Well I think I am off to bed, yay working all day 10-8 hopefully it goes by fast and then two days off YAY
Nighty Night <3
That was me today, stuffing my face...but wish I looked like that.