BOREDOM HAS COMSUMMED Me

So I've been out of a job for a month now and I'm go I fucking crazy....I do nothing all day but watch shows and movies eat and sometimes go out. I know it was stupid of me to quit my job but what was I suppose to do be treated like dirt. I would get in trouble for the stupidest things. My manager was a fucking bitch, only cared about herself and would get mad because I "wasn't" doing my job. Like you can only tell someone something so many times and really it wasn't necessary. I worked at a clothing store. It was fun at first but became boring after a while. Wish I could find a job but guess its partly my fault for not looking for one. I just don't want to work. I want to go back to school but Id need money and doubt I could get some tho I guess there's OSAP. but who knows. 

I have gained way to much weight since I moved in with my boyfriend. I'm 210 pounds like ewww....I just want to cut it all off. But I cant seem to control my eating. I don't know maybe because I'm bored so I eat and not eat healthy stuff anymore. well once or twice, we would go out to dinner a lot and eat fast food...alone this week Ive eaten fast food two or three times. I just need someone to talk to...maybe I'll go back to writing and maybe that will let off some steam. I guess it'll be my online diary for everyone to read. Not that it matters like who would really read it...I have thought would people really care if I was gone would they really mourn like I dont care anymore I just want to lie in bed and do nothing but that gets boring wish \i could find something to do maybe volunteer or something who knows.